Saturday, September 19, 2009

Reoccuring Dreams

The other night me and the roommates were watching season 4 of "It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia". It was the episode where Mac and Charlie fake their deaths, respectively. During the part where Charlie is pulling his teeth out, I made the comment about how I have reoccuring dreams about my teeth falling out.



One of my roommates, a psychology major, told me this might because I subconciously feel that people don't listen to me. For some reason this really hit close to home for me. I realized that for a while now no has really listened to me. Whenever I talk to people, I always feel like they aren't listening just waiting for their turn to talk. Maybe this is why I feel alienated from everyone around me. I mean, I have a few close friends, but it feels like I'm only their friends to help them out, for favors. They might ask me how I'm doing but it's just out of pity or they feel they need to, not that they're genuinely interested. I just need to find my niche. For now, I'll just keep walking.


1 comment:

  1. i'm not sure reading counts as listening, but maybe for something...

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