No joke. Back to my old habits, watching TV and playing vids non-stop. Instead of Ratchet & Clank, or skate 2, or Lost Odysey, it's Bioshock.
Man, I seriously cannot get enough of this game. After a while, it just sucks you in. It's hard enough working all the time and getting through school, but man. Too much fun. I'm about 4 hours deep, and I can't get enough. At first, I thought it was kind of lame, but once you really get into the story, you can't get out.
When I'm not playing Bioshock, I'm usually watching Lost.
I had been warned not to get into this show, because it's addicting, and well... Let's just say I started about two weeks ago and I'm already a season and a half in. I just can't stop. They have the entire series on Hulu, so it's very easy to get into it. I've gotten really attached to the characters and what is happening on the island... I know it sounds pretty pathetic. But I'm just a scared kid trying to find his way. Still haven't found a job for after school, still haven't found a place to live. The longer I wait, the worse the anxiety gets. The worse the anxiety gets, the more I want to jump off the wagon. But I haven't.
I've gotten into this habit of always giving people the same answer when they ask me how I am doing. I always tell them "I'm living the dream". And you know, I think it's really starting to sink in. I'm trying to stay in a really positive state of mind. Let's hope it works.
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